The Truth

YOU BECAME EVERYTHING YOU SAID YOU WOULDN'T BE

i'm useless, hurt, depressed, sad, misunderstood, dying inside, confused, judged, tired, never good enough, broken , FINE

Sad Fact

You know someone.

You two get close.

Care each other, love.

It's all great for a while.

Then, something happen.

Someone stop trying.

Talk less. Awkward conversations.

The drifting.

No communication whatsoever.

Memories start to fade.

Then the person you know, 

becomes the person you KNEW.

That's how it usually goes, right?

Sad isn't it ?

psst, i miss you

10 July 2013

HAPPY BIRTHDAY sayangggg :*

I may not be by your side celebrating your special day with you :( i'm so sorry, but i want you to know that i'm thinking of you and wishing you a wonderful Birthday here ! May ALL your birthday wishes come true baby :* You are one in a million :) I LOVE YOU, Nur Nashrah Bt Selamat. :) Thank You for being my lil sis. Please take care yayangg :) 23 december ♥

Ramadhan Al Mubarak

        

Salam Ramadhan Al Mubarak.

Semoga masih diberikan kesempatan untuk menghabiskan sebulan Ramadhan kali ini, insya-Allah. Alhamdulillah, Thanks to All the Mighty Allah because gave me a chance to celebrated Ramadhan besides my beloved family. Have a great ramadhan guys! Here the tips for ramadhan, baca 4 helai Al-Quran before and after solat sepanjang ramadhan, then anda akan khatam, insyaAllah. :) Ramadhan teach us to be patience on everythings.

10 yang pertama adalah kerahmatan

10 yang pertengahan adalah kemaafan

10 yang terakhir adalah pelepasan daripada azab api neraka

DEMC (Darul Ehsan Medical Centre), Shah Alam.

Hello, Assalammualaikum. It's already 12.26am, 7 July 2013 and i'm bored. Malam ni kena jaga my lil sis, pai dekat hosp. Dia kena tahan dah 4 hari masuk harini. Hopefully, she will get well soon. insya-Allah, Amin..

Stay strong, i'll support you baby. please take care yourself. Kak yaa sayang pai tau :*

Happy Friendship Day (page 3) :*

Dear S22T1P1 :'D
Thank you, for all the things, that means so much to me, for concern and understanding, Thanks for the friendly smile, that brightens up my day, thanks for the kindness in the little things you do, thanks for being a friends and just for being you. I'm so thankful to have you guys in my life. You are my friends forever, thank you for making me laugh when i'd almost forgotten how to. Thanks for always listening to me, supporting me, teach me in every subject, and encouraging me. You guys are true friends and i want you to know how much i love and appreciate you. You're the best ! i'm glad we're friends :) thank you for being my friends. 

10 months, so many memories that we had, belajar sama-sama dalam class and DK3, buat bising sampai tak ingt dunia, kena denda masuk lambat dalam kuliah and kena nyanyi lagu kolej and Negaraku, lunch sama every friday, buat KUMBE together, class malam En Zamri even ramai yg tak datang, Kena marah dngn cikgu and pergi minta maaf sama-sama, buat experiment and report together, buat mind map for chemistry together and dpt num 3, naik unit jumpa lecturer together, berlatih senamrobik together setiap ptg sampai ke final, pergi picnic together, smbut birthday sama-sama, ambil UPS1, UPS2, PSPM1, PSPM2 together even ada yg lain-lain kelas, but still pada masa yg sama. almost single things we did together. IMISSYOU guys :( so much. Please take care and jangan ada yg lupa each others, really hope for that. Love ya ! Happy Friendship Day ;*

Happy Friendship Day :* (page 2)

Dear B3.3 Wing B :)
When we first talked to each other, I knew we would always be friends. Our friendship has kept growing and i'll be here for you guys to the end. You listen when i have a problem and help dry the tears from my face. You take away my sadness, and put happiness in its place. We can't forget the fun we've had. Laughing until our faces turn red. Talking of things only we find funny. I guess this is my way of saying thanks for catching me when i fall. Thanks once again for being such a good friend, sister, mother for me :') and always be there when i need you ;* after this, i'll met a new friends, but always remember that i will never ever will forget our memories together. You will always be part of my life and you will never leave it. Don't think that just because i have new friends, it means that they will replace you or i won't have time for you anymore. IT'S NEVER GOING HAPPEN. Too many memories along 10 months together, always guide each other, cared like sister, adviced like mother, protected like father, 10.30pm Al-Mulk together, did birthday prank ! thank you for everything girls :* Hopefully you guys won't forget our memories :') Love ya !

I DON'T WANT US TO BE A STRANGERS, I WANT US TO BE ONE FAMILY, always cared each other no matter what :)

psstt, please remember our song  :*

Happy Friendship Day :* (page 1)

Dear roommate :*
You're weird, You're NOT perfect, You're mean towards me, You're cheated me sometimes, Bullying me EVERYDAY. But, That's okay. I'm like that, too. We laugh at the randomest things. You know my weakness already, but please don't tell anyone. Even though we disagree sometimes, we never fight. When i'm sad, you were always there to make sure I'm okay. Thanks for being there for me :') friend who always believed in me, who always understood, who always accepted me, always cared ! In a very short time we have become very good friends, always cared for each other. I shared a great moments with you, 10 months. Yes ! Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of my life. We're not together anymore, but i'll be there when you need me, I promise ! :) ILOVEYOU babe :* Wish you a very Happy Friendship Day :) please TAKE CARE ! I DO  MISS YOU SO MUCH :'( Terima kasih ya Allah, kerana pertemukan aku dengan mereka :')

PROMISE ME !

you won't forget our laughs, our jokes, our smiles, our conversations, our plans, our tears, our memories, our experiences, and our FRIENDSHIP ! B3.3.7 KMM 2012/2013 :*

Hello readers ;)

Hey guys ! seriously lama tak update this blog, berabuk sarang labah labah dah. Now baru free nak update balik, maybe because tak buat apa now. I mean, i just graduated from Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka :) yeayyy ! and now tengah tunggu result UPU. Hope i'll get the best course :) insya-Allah, amin..

16 JUNE 2013, Al-Fatihah to Izzat Ahmad, ex-KMM student. he's from praktikum S11T5. Everyone terkejut dngn this bad news yesterday. Allah dah tentukan ajal maut kita kan, so what i can do is, pray pray pray and always pray for him, insya-Allah. Takziah from me to his family. 

I'm done trying. If you want me in your life, please let me know, Bye

I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all for not hating you which I know I should but I can't. ILOVEYOU, friend.

The boysssss -.-

Yeahhhh, You may talk to me, make me laugh and say the sweetest things. But how many other girls are you doing that to ?

FRIENDS are forever, BOYS are whatever -.-

I remember...

I remember... The first text you sent to me,

I remember...How the first time we met,

I remember.. Your voice, 

I remember... Your laugh,

I remember.. Your face,

I remember.. The way you smile at me,

I remember...The way you glanced at me,

I remember...The way you angry at me,
I remember...The way you cared for me,

I remember... All the things that we shared, 
I remember..How you always make my days,
I remember..How you used to cheer me up,

I remember...The promise we made, just you and I,

I remember... All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made,

I remember... The way you read your books, 

I remember....The way you tied your shoes, 

I remember.....The cake you loved the most, 

I remember... How my life changed,

I remember...Every word you said to me,

I remember.. All the hopes and everything I gave up,

I remember..The last text you sent to me,

I remember...All the tears I cried,

I remember..Feeling worthless,

I remember....Waiting by my phone for a text that never came, 

I remember...Each things that made me smile,

I remember..Each things made me cry,

I remember a lot about us, Those memories are faded now but I won't forget the memories YOU and I, NEVER

yes YOU :')

There are so many things you don't know about me, but i'm certainly hoping you know one thing,

how much I love YOU
Sometimes, I get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. But, I know you'll never find somebody that loves you like I do. 

Question mark

Sometimes, I just feel kind of lost. I feel like everyone around me is going somewhere. Doing something and always with someone. Sometimes I feel kind of alone. I wish I had someone. I mean I'm not going to just latch on to the next boy I meet, I'm NOT DESPERATE -.-I just kind of wouldn't mind having someone to sit with on the rocks by the river. To share everything. To go out with and have fun together. To sit in the car and listen to the music with. Just to be with. I really have a fantastic life, and I enjoy it. But i still think it would be nice to have someone to enjoy with me? 

yeah, you correct :')